Sabtu, 25 Oktober 2014

Pain


I always think that what happened to us, that what he have done to me, is something usual. Other people have some problem. Betrayal, ignorance, suspicion. It all come to a relationship.

But now, i realized. It different.

That time, i felt It very, very, hurts. Deeply hurts. Still, i thought time and space will erase it. I let my mind flew with the wind, flew beneath time. Thought time will kindly erase it.

First year, it still hurts. So many memory: happiness, pain, love, sadness.

Second year. The pain has gone. But the memory still there, the bad one and the good one.

Third year. The pain recovered perfectly. The good memory has gone, forever. Even his face, voice, touch. But It still there.  The bad memory. It never disappear.

Have my heart wicked? 

I pray to The God.  God, please spread them with happiness. Don't you give them something that they couldn't fight, like mine. I pray for their love. Hope it will last forever. Not like mine. I let them happy. 

At first, I feel happy for them. Or, maybe, i just pretend to. 

Have my heart wicked? 
Beneath the prayer, i want to curse them. 
Beneath the happy face, the pain is still tapping. 

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