Just a dream

Do you ever hope that something just a dream, a bad one. And then, when you open your eyes, everything just fine. Someone mean to you is okay. Her/his legs fine, he/she can go to the college, he/she can live life normally like another teenage: go to the movie, karaoke, doing sport, enjoying night view, go here and there.

I am just wondering that.


Do you ever cry for something you shouldn't? But the worst is, you can't let anyone see your tear drop. Nothing bad in this world hurts you, nothing. You just want to cry. It's not your body, not your life, not your activity that ruined by the accident. Nothing bad happened to you. Really, nothing ruins you.

Then, what are you crying for? Because that bad thing happened because of your rock-head. If this happened to your damn body, its okay. But, hey, its about another people...

What you can do?
Just  standing there,
on a very far distance,

can't do something useful.